::OnE DaY... I wiLL sEe iT::

2006-11-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog already! I just read Pei Qi's blog.. Found this personal quiz.. Quite accurate lehz... Here's my result and the link:

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (Hehe.. So true lor)

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (lol... that's correct also.. )

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2006-10-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

Hey people~ Those who know me, should know that I'm on a diet now. Everyday eat at least a plate of fruits. But today! I think my 1-week efforts had been all ruined!!

Guess what I had today...

Breakfast:

Lunch:

Spicy Lemon Fish plus rice
Iced Holicks

Tea Time:

Azabu Sabo ice cream (cookies and cream)

Dinner:

Beefeater sandwich
BBQ pork ribs
Strawberry Delight

I had my dinner with my darling at new york new york today~ The food is quite good!

See! How sinful are they!! But well, I enjoyed them lar... The most is that I have to exercise more only.. HahA

2006-10-11T18:48:00.000+08:00

I was surfing the net.. And I saw this!!

So nice and cheap lor... Less than $50... Can buy them online... through Hong Kong Yahoo.. But I not sure how to buy from there lehz.... Haix.. The boots are so nice!!! I wonder whether I can get something like this in Singapore at the similar price...

2006-10-08T11:43:00.000+08:00

School work is getting more busy now. I need to get some revision already. Many modules have already finished chapter 1.

Every week I have to do a datasheet and tutorial... And I'm like working 3 or 4 days out of the 7 days of a week. Although CYA has already ended, I think I'm still stressed up about school work. Am I managing it well? Do I do it good enough? I don't know. Maybe there's still improvement to be done.

Talking about CYA, I don't think it wasted my time. In fact, I think it's quite an enriching experience. I got the chance to join the IMF event. From there and CYA, I knew many new friends. This already worth my time. PLUS!! CCA points! I think I've got enough to get an A already. So, I don't need to search for CCA points desperately... Hehe..

Oh... I've learnt more things in Waraku. I learnt doing pantry work, then taking reservation, knowledge about the vouchers and discounts offered in Waraku, and being the runner. Manager told me that I know the service side well enough and it's time that I should learn other things.

I have to learn a lot of new things recently. Luckily, I'm a fast learner (hem! hem!) , but I tend to have STM. HaHa... Anyway, since I'm doing so much hard work and learning to be almost all the positions, I hope that I can get a pay rise soon... :) And ya! I got a comment card recommending me yesterday! Hehe.. So Happy*

I can hardly have time to exercise nowadays and I'm getting fat! How?!?!? Mop more floor at waraku? Haha.. I can't stop myself from eating. I kept telling people that I want to lose weight and am going to go on a diet. But, I just kept postponing it.. Haha.. Everytime they ask me, 'I thought you want to go on a diet?'. I just replied, 'Haha.. Ya.. I want to.. But I'm hungry lehz.. Tomorrow then start lah...' HaHa.. Then all the excuses will come.

But seriously, I have to lose weight! But I'm too tired and lazy to exercise lehz.. how? Someone please motivate me!! Tell me that I'm fat can?!?!?

2006-10-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

I just knew that my idol, Nicholas Tse got married!!!!

What THE HELL!!! I got the news from my mother some more......

Gosh... I think I missed out a lot of his details these days...

GOSH!!! He was my dream boyfriend...

Now! HE'S MARRIED!!!!!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS....... With Cecilia Cheung........

Of all women..........................

ARGH!!!

I'm heartbroken already................

2006-09-20T18:45:00.000+08:00

I will love you till the end of time with every breath of mine, I'll hold you by my side

but I'll rest in peace, my sweet heart would you let me die in your arms with you

only you can stop the rain tonight

only you can change my world from black to white

So I'll close my eyes and dream a little more.......

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I love this song. I cried when I watched 2002 while this song was played. The scene was so touching! I think I'll still cry when I watch it again...... Suddenly, I feel like listening to this song. :)

2006-09-20T17:28:00.000+08:00

I've been thinking alot lately... I dunno why.. I just feel that the world is very funny...

Ever since I went back Hong Kong about 2 weeks ago, I had been wondering a lot about friendships.

I realise that, we don't have to be physically seeing each other everyday to be very good friends...

We don't have to stay together for a long time to be very good friends...

Friends with only half a year in the same class can be very good friends too... Time doesn't matter anymore...

It's funny...... This kind of friendship is so innocent and pure... It's just pure friendship. No Cheating. No backstabbing. Just Friends.

I love these 2 friends. Although I knew them when I was in Sec 1 in HK (together for half a year), I felt so comfortable when I'm with them. We could just laugh, laugh and laugh. The feeling was so great.

On the other hand, friends that are known for years or months may not click as well. It's so complicated...

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Anyway, here's some photos taken when I was in HK. Today I'm off. That's why I'm free to upload photos~ :)

Taken at Causeway Bay. Can you see the 'Sogo' there? It's so dintictive. Haha..

Sometimes, I do miss Hong Kong. I wish to go back with my dear.

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Had these with My Darling at Anderson's ice cream after my duty at airport.

Then Dear sent me to work le...

2006-09-14T10:31:00.000+08:00

Long time no blog... :)

I'm now doing duty at the budget terminal.. slacking like hell.. hahax...

People with the right mind should know that delegates will not be so cheap skate and fly to Singapore by budget airlines right? Unless they can't find a flight that fit their time slot...

It's so boring in this terminal lor... no good food.. no good shopping... :P

I'm so free that I can blog at my counter.. hehe.. it's good to be deployed in this terminal lar.. Just now i watched movie too~ now blogging and playing games...

Anyway.. Checked results yesterday...

I must say that there's improvement and I'm quite happy too lar...

Despite work, cya and everything, results are still alright except that I'm a bit disappointed with Applied microbio.. Didn't get an A... Sob*

On the other hand, I was so shocked that I got an A for my gems... Remember once I blogged about my last test for charting? the real time trading game? I lost like $700++.. and yet, teacher gave me an A... So surprising lor... Thanks to that teacher man...

Plant sciences... I already expected a grade less than A.. coz of the tests done in class.. didn't do well.. but thankfully, exam paper was quite easy and so it got pulled up to a B+..

So, overall, got 3.77... It's the best gpa I've gotten so far.. Hopefully, next sem it'll be better... :)

2006-08-27T11:20:00.000+08:00

Hehehe... Exams are over... Now I have to continue to work and earn $$$..

Maybe because exams are over.. I may not blog as much as I did... Coz.. I'll be busy working...

Anyway.. Rejoice!! Coz exams are over.. And we'll have 1 month of rest for our minds..

2006-08-24T12:32:00.000+08:00

Argh... I really don't have the heart and mood to study plant science...

I don't like plants.. I don't have the passion for plants... Argh....

Some more... My handphone spoiled!!! WTH!!!

I can't sms.. that's all that I can't do... But still!!! SMS IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME!!!

I need to send my handphone for repair soon.. I need to do it on tomorrow.. AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.....

Argh... Why this happens to me....... My phone is so new............ so fast it spoiled... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

Left 1 more paper.. and that's it.. It's going to be work work work work everyday..

Haix...

Anyway guyz... I've fixed the date for class outing.. It's confirmed to be on next friday (1/9) and we are going to Fish & co. for dinner.. I've called and check whether we can have reservation.. But apparently, they do not take reservation for friday night since it's a weekend. So, we have to meet early. Let's meet at 6pm.. Place..... hmm... do you want wheelock place or the glass house? Both are rather special than the other outlets...

2006-08-23T15:41:00.000+08:00

I just read a news.. It's so frustrating...

Gillian.. the girl from 'Twins'.. A picture of her changing during concert was taken. It was taken by a magazine, not porn okay?!? which make the matter worse..

A magazine company.. How can they do this? I mean... It's almost the same as taking a picture when u go toilet.. They are just singers... not porn stars... Why do this to them?

Although they were wearing something when the pictures were taken.. But still.... It's invading too much of their privacy!

How come the HK media become so dirty-minded? I don't understand.. All these news don't make their magazines best-selling what...

I really pity her... The company is really too much... This is too unhealthy... I think all the female singers/actress must be very worried.. Hopefully, by sueing the company, the media will get more decent bah...

2006-08-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

?Yes!! Mol gen finished today! I'm so happy... What a great mood I have today.. Haha.. All thanks to the mol gen paper..

The mol gen paper was easy I think.. It's very different from the past year paper.. VERY different!! Almost all the 8 marks questions have sub questions.. meaning they have each question is about 4 marks.. So these are relatively easy questions..

The unexpected long question was on life cycle of yeast.. I didn't really pay much attention for this during revision.. But luckily, I met Sandra to go to school this morning.. And we sort of like went through it... So in the end, I was able to tackle this question.

Thanks to Sandra, this morning she spelled agrobacterium tumefaciens to me.. And this question came out! Dang dang! I managed to do this question as well.. haha...

I'm actually quite confident for this paper.. hehe...

Thanks Lord~

Now left:

23/08 - OSRM

25/08 - Plant sciences

!!! Jia you, everyone!

2006-08-19T13:08:00.000+08:00

Yeah! 1 paper over already... I think microbio was quite manageable.. except that there's these 2 questions which were quite unexpected... Anyway, I manage to crap some points to get some marks there.. :P So far, I have 2 mcq which are confirmed wrong.. It's 4 marks....... Hmm... I think there's still chance for an A then?

Okay, now what left is:

Monday: Mol Gen

Wednesday: OSRM

Friday: Plant sciences

I must strive now, so back to my mol gen... BYE~

2006-08-13T12:02:00.000+08:00

Okay... I left...

today
monday
tuesday
wednesday and...
thursday morning

for my revision... Argh... How should I study? I need to study...

Applied Microbio:
Antibiotics
Bacteria
BAM method

ORSM:
Everything

Mol Gen:
Everything

Plant science:
Everything except the first 3 chapters...

Oh God... How to study all these in so little time??

*Sigh*

Bless me Lord... Soothe my red eye please...

2006-08-10T11:51:00.000+08:00

Exams make me blog more... you know why?

It's driving me mad...... :(
And I want to let it out..........

*Sigh*

I dunno what to study for Microbio already... So many bacteria to memorise... I'm so sick of them!! Then what antibiotics... the 5 classes of antibiotics... beta-lactam, aminoglycoside, tetracycline, macrolide and chloramphenicol.................

See... I didn't refer to notes to type these.. They just... appear in my mind now... My mind is overloading!!!

HELP!!!!*****

I feel like eating ice cream.. loads of it... Feel like eating chocolate.. Feel like slacking.. but cannot lar... My target for this sem is 3.7...

Do you think that I can get it?

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want to get my mind off all the bacteria!!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

marry me today

2006-08-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

This song is so cute! It's called '今天要妳嫁給我' (marry me today) by David Tao and Jolin Tsai.

I think I like Jolin quite a lot lehz.. Coz I realise that my real player has a lot of her songs... I admire David Tao's talent also.. His songs never let me down.. Every song is nice! It's my type of songs lar..

Well... just listen to this song~ HaHa..

study!!

2006-08-05T09:17:00.000+08:00

This week... nothing important happened actually... Everybody is just about study, study, STUDY!! There are just so many tests and exams are coming in 2 weeks' time!! How 'EXCITING'!!

Okay lar.. I don't think I improve/drop this semester.. I may be able to maintain the same grade.. 1 module I know for sure is Biochemical Technique.. I got a B+.. Why didn't I work harder that time lei? Now I regret...

Then, my Charting For Financial Market... this one.. I had been doing fine for tests.. But the last CA... hmmm... I think I got screwed up by APB breweries!! My last CA is actually a real time trading game with virtual money.. So, our task was to make as much money as possible by the given stocks. However, I was so SUAY lor.. I bought UOL on the first day at $2.83... Once the market opened, it dropped to $2.75.. So ridiculous!!! I bought 10 lots some more!! So the first day I started to lose money already...

We are given 2 weeks for this CA.. but the first week, the market was so bearish... hardly can earn much money.. But the second week, I think on thursday? all the market went up! Especially APB breweries.... I sold all my lots and I managed to recover quite a bit.. from -$1300 to -$300... not bad already.. Then the stupid me, thought that APB breweries rised up so much, surely will fall.. So... I went to short sell.. Haix.. Guess what happened... It only rised, never dropped.. So I lost another $400.. On the next day, the stupid APB.. it dropped!!! I was like.. wth... I didn't play on friday already.. so didnt have the chance to make some more money.. *so sad*

Okay, back to the point.. My point is... I may only get a B+ because of this damn CA... So now... I must work hard for other modules man...

ORSM- should be fine?
Mol gen- my favourite module? should be fine too...
Biostats- haha.. should be alright lar..
Applied microbio- OH! this one i think I will have some problem..
Plant science- Haix.. I think I have problem in this too..

Conclusion: Must put in super effort in microbio and plant science... *Haix* so many things to memorise.. My hard disk is overloading.. Going to burn out already....... :P

Thanks..

2006-07-31T09:12:00.000+08:00

So long since I last blogged.. I'm so sorry coz I only blog about how mad I was with Vicky. Anyway, that day I got off earlier. I think I finished the training by 11.30am. That's quick right? And I get to be paid $35. HaHa...

By the way, this entry is to dedicate my thanks to my dear, all my friends, including my cell group members.

To my dear:
Thank you for the ipod nano and everything. I really love it! Darling, you are the best! It's the best present I recieved. Muacks*

To my mum and my bro:
Thank you for the waraku meal. HaHa.. I've gained weight!

To Koh Sin and Tanvi:
Thank you for the bag~ Now I've got a new bag for shopping!

To DBT2A02:
Thank you for the bag also! The big bag suits me very well. Thanks Sharmie, for choosing it for me.. Hehe..

To my cell group members:
Thank you for the necklace, nootbook and the strawberry cheesecake! The cheesecake was so yummy! Where did you get that?

I'm really thankful. Besides these people, I recieved sms and testi for friendster. Thanks to all my friends*

Wing-*

I'm so damn pissed now...

2006-07-26T18:12:00.000+08:00

I'm so damn pissed now lor... It's just 1 day after my birthday.. Everything was fine yesterday.. And what happens today? Stupid teacher disrupted everything planned...

29th July which is this Sat is our 4th anniversary... We already planned what to do.. Planned to catch my idol's show.. He planned to cook pasta for me... Now everything is ruined!!!!!!

Why???

Just now around 5pm? That stupid teacher-in-charge of CYA sms me and informed me that there's a training on this sat. It is totally last-minute lor.. Say what this is urgent.. Everytime she's like that lor.. She even called to make sure I agree to go! WTH!!! I told her that I'm not free on that day.. you know what she told me?

'From the start, I've already told you that the IMF is your first priority and it involves a lot of governors... blahblah blah.. You better juggle your time no matter what..'

So I said, 'I'll try...' I haven't even finished my sentence when she interrupted, 'no, you can't try. You must attend this training'.

I was really fuming already lor... It's her fault that she never inform people earlier.. She should have at least told us 1 or 2 weeks in advance to let us plan our time lor... What if I have work on that day? What if I have extra test or whatever on that day? No need to inform other people meh???

She freaking agitated me... I think I'm so pissed and angry with the teacher now lor... I was already irritated by her about 1 month ago... She told me to forget about IMF, now tell me my first priority is IMF... WTH lor...

I'm freaking angry now.. I was initially in the customer service executive.. Now I was put into reserve.. WTH... I didn't even know about it! I even went for the stupid CSE training.. Waste my time.. So what if I'm paid to go for the training, I'm going unwillingly!!

I'm freaking mad, angry and irritated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-07-16T14:35:00.000+08:00

Okie.. I've planned to have class outing after the exams... So that everyone can concentrate on their studies.

I've also fixed the date to meet up with my dear old friends, Koh Sin and Tanvi to celebrate koh sin's and my coming birthdays. It's been so long since we last met man........ I think it was around Mar??? Hmmm.. I can't even remember myself. Haahaa... Anyway.. It's good that I can meet them again and talk talk talk.

I think we are going to waraku to have our dinner. We will have free drinks and free ice cream! hehe.. so nice working there~

I think working there is quite fun. At least, I get know a lot of people and they are all very nice. We make good friends and keep in contact through MSN or sms. Furthermore, Lx is working there too. Old friends are working together. How nice!

Oh! I'm planning to buy N80/6280 next April.. hehe.. Coz my contract is ending 'soon'.. haha..

Oh!! This is very important!! Dragon Tiger Gate is coming soon!!!!!

Nicholas Tse's cool!! He's the most handsome and coolest man!!! HeHE.. The movie will be released on 28th July which is just one day before my darling's and my 4th anniversary! I'm so excited!!! I can't wait for it to come out! I'm sure I will watch it at least twice! Hehehehehehe..

2006-07-11T17:17:00.000+08:00

Haiyo... I think I'm a bit stressed up again.

List of things to do:

Arrange class outing
Study! Study! and Study!
Work and earn more money for trips
Try to persuade my mum for letting me go Genting and Shanghai

Hey people, where you all wanna go? I really have no more ideas...

A happy girl.

2006-07-08T10:54:00.000+08:00

I was just thinking.

Apart from school work, I'm actually quite a happy girl.

I'm satisfied with my life.

I've got Dear, friends, family, work.

They are all my support.

Thanks so much for being there for me.

Wing-*

I feel tired.

2006-07-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

I feel tired.

Suddenly, I feel like slacking.

So, I watched 'Superman Returns' today. It was NICE! I fell in love with superman. He's just so charming! So cute! So handsome! So righteous! He's just super.

Hmmm.. I've been thinking a lot lately. I wondered a lot of things. I'm not sure of something. There's just so many things to think.

And I think I'm not able to go Shanghai already because my uncle disagrees with the idea. My parents listen to my uncle because he's always working in Shanghai. So, if he says it's not good for me to go Shanghai, I cannot go there. Since my mother had told me this, I think she's telling me to forget about it. She said, 'there's still lots of chance for you to go Shanghai. You're Chinese. You can go whenever you want, but for your attachment, staying in Singapore is a better idea.'
So, she's just telling me to forget about going to Shanghai.

The Shanghai issue doesn't bother me much actually. What's bothering me is more about friends' issues and school work.

I don't want to talk about friends here.

School work.

Like what I've just mentioned, I feel like slacking. But, I CAN'T. It's just so competitive in class. WHY????

Everybody who are not in my class always think that poly is very slack. I think they are very wrong. It's just so competitive that you have to remind yourself of your competitions everyday to keep you going.

So, I've got to be competitive too since I really do want to get into Uni. So, I've got to be like Sandra now.

Sigh. This is just a part of life. Although there's alot of work to be done, but hey, when you think back when you are old, it's an experience and you may even miss it. So, Try to be optimistic then.

Got to go and continue to be competitive. Bye~

Another irritating day

2006-07-04T20:40:00.000+08:00

It's just another irritating day.

So irritating.

I can't stand it.

3 Test papers back

2006-06-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

I got my 3 test papers back today...

Since this semester started, I haven't really been performing well.. as in.. 'A's for my tests? Like plant science? It was a diaster!! It's one of the lowest score I had so far.. And Biochemical techniques is quite another module that I suffer...

So today I'm actually quite brightened up by my papers and I decided to blog.. haha..

At 8am, well.. not really.. at 9am, I got my gems(charting) paper back. I seriously don't think it's the best that I can do lar.. But well.. 80% is still an A, so I'm alright with that.

Then... At 10am! I was delighted I tell you... I got back my biostatistics paper... WaHaHaHa.. It's 87/100... I was so freaking happy la... coz I really thought I was doomed as my friend's friend said it's so tough..

And lastly! My Chemistry paper.. Hehehe.. my beloved subject! (although I don't like all the mechanism thingy... I still love chemistry) I got 28.5/30.. Didn't calculate the percentage.. But I think it's around 90+% lar.. So.. I'm damn happy now u know...

These papers don't concern you, actually.. but at least, these papers prove to me that I'm still able to cope. I'm still working hard... trying to do well.. trying to cope...

May my Lord bless me all the way... Give me wisdom to do all things* Be with me*

I'm back!

2006-06-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

Hey! I'm back!

There'll be a surprise when I come back to school. I cut my hair.........

From long hair to short hair... Now I must wait for another few years for my hair to grow to the level I previously had. I kinda miss my long hair now... **

2006-06-03T15:41:00.000+08:00

Yes!!! Holidays have finally arrived!!! My long-waited holidays!!! Finally, I can rest for a while. HeHe :)

But!! I think there are many assignments lying on my table waiting for me to touch them. How?!?!?!? I must finish them by this coming wednesday... I don't want to bring them to Hong Kong. I don't want them to spoil my mood.

Anyway... Let's break away from my school work. Hmm.. Let me think about what I should do when I'm back in my home town. HeHe :p

List of things that I shall do:

Shopping spree! Buy lots of clothes, bags and shoes! Oh! almost forgot, my accessories!
Do my hair! I'm still thinking what hair style I should try this time round... HAHA!
Treat my grandma to restaurant
Have dinner with my relatives
Oh YA!!! Disney Land!!! I'm going there! Wahaha!! My beloved Disney...

I think that's about it. Basically, our main purpose is to shop! Because Hong Kong is just a shopping paradise! Everything's so nice, so fine. How I wish Singapore is also like that......

2006-05-27T12:42:00.000+08:00

I'll be going back to HK on the 8th of June and coming back on 22nd of June. This means that I'll be away for entire 2 weeks. Going back makes me lose something that I thought is important for me.

Going back makes me miss the chance of taking part in the IMF event. I was actually given a chance to help in the IMF event. Those who dunno what's the IMF event is, watch the news! It's a very important event held in Singapore some time in Sep. Almost all polical leaders will be in Singapore for this event. 600 pilots were specially employed just for this event! See the importance of this event already?

I'm going to miss this BIG event!! Argh!!!! Because I'm going back, I'll miss the training and even another training time that has arranged for me. Since I'm unable to attend the training, the teacher asks me to give it to a miss.

This BIG event is so gonna help in my portfolio lor... Haix.. Why do I HAVE to go back in this kind of time?

Missing this event really bothers me a lot. I really want to go. But what can I do? Tickets are confirmed. Teacher cannot juggle another training for me anymore. Argh..................!!!!!!

Furthermore, the tests I took this week weren't as easy as I thought. Plant science questions are so tricky!! It's really easy to pass, but difficult to score! I hate this kind of quiz. It irritates me when I can't answer the questions correctly. It makes me feel stupid and I hate to be stupid.

And then this week, I will have 3 tests! No more time to blog this coming week. Gonna work, study and go for CYA...

Now, I gotta go and study for my chemistry, molecular genetics and biostatistics. BYE-waving hands*

2006-05-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling a bit feverish... I feel like sleeping and sleeping and sleeping... All I want now is SLEEP!!

I haven't been sleeping more than 8 hours a day... Average time that I sleep is like.. 6 or 7 hours? which is not healthy! But what to do?!?! I've got to work... and study study study like hell.. in the hope that I can get 3.7 this semester?

2006-05-16T20:40:00.000+08:00

Something that make me break away from my biuret assay and lowry method research...

You Are 57% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.
Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

I'm not that vain, okay? I tested already, so don't say I'm vain hor! I'm alright!

And... another quiz..

All American Kid

Popular but not plastic. Athletic but not a jock. Smart but not a brain.
You were well rounded and well liked in high school.

Who Were You In High School?

I found my answer..

2006-05-14T11:13:00.000+08:00

I found my answer to my uncertainties already.

Nothing's impossible, with God helping me along.

I really believe so. At least, that keeps me going. I believe He will guide me along, telling me what should I do next.

With him, I'm sure that I can cope well for everything because I'm not alone.

2006-05-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

Haix.. I guess everybody is busy coz friends that have blog never update... Oh man... what am I doing here? When other people busy doing their work, I come here and blog? I must be a bit crazy.

Before I blog some nonsense, I want to list down what I should finish by this weekend.

Plant sciences datasheet and online datasheet
~~Compiling the test results for experiment 1b~~
~~Biostatistics tutorial~~
Final checking for molecular genetics datasheet
Study chemistry and molecular genetics
Biochemical techniques datasheet ( I don't think can finish it though, coz I have something unsure about it)

Okay, that's all for now I think. Anything I forget about, please tell me. Haha.. I doubt anybody will tell me though, coz not many people read my blog.

Well, I want to talk about some uncertainties I thought of these few days.

Maybe I should step down and let other people to be the class rep?
Maybe all along that I thought I work hard and people will appreciate it, is wrong?
Maybe I should just give up everything and get married soon?
Maybe all along what I thought is correct and ideal is all wrong?

About the class rep issue, I don't think everybody is happy about me being the class rep? Maybe it's just what I thought. Maybe it's not true. Maybe it's true. I don't know. I think they will be worried whether I can cope or not, coz I'm studying and working at the same time.

If you ask me, whether I can cope, I think the answer is yes. I think I just get used to it already. I don't feel that tired after all the work. Sometimes, my work just motivate me to work harder for my studies coz I know, I don't have much time left and so, I have to give my best effort for everything in the shortest time.

Yes, people can say I'm too occupied with everything and yes, I agree. Even my own mother will complain that I don't stay at home long enough. I'm always outside, either studying, working or going out.

Well, I'm trying my best to arrange my time already and so, I've decided to bring my mum to waraku for lunch on Mother's Day. I'm treating her. The bill will be paid by me and I'm considering to buy her an ice cream cake from Swensen's. How's it? I'm such a good daughter isn't it? I just hope that she can understand why I work so hard outside.

About the 2nd thought of mine, sometimes I just don't think people appreciate my effort. That's all. That's why I'm uncertain why I'm working so hard to keep people around me happy.

3rd point, actually I really want to get married soon. I really want to lead a simple life, having my Darling and 2 kids with me. Everytime I walk past those shops for wedding photos, I will start wondering when's my turn. When I see people dressed in wedding gown, they look so pretty, so happy. Haix... How long must I wait? Why can't I just get married now? Why is life so difficult to get what you want?

About the 4th issue, well, I dunno what to say about it coz I feel that way. When I talk to somebody, they will disagree with what I think. Haix.. Dunno what to say about it lar.

I'm feeling hungry already. Got to go and eat! Oh ya! I'm losing weight! Can you tell? Haha..

2006-05-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

Okay.. I haven't blog for a long time. Hehe.. Life's so busy! I think time really flies. Here we are, going to start week 4 already.

School work is piling up. More and more tutorials are to be done. And, I haven't finished them!! And what's coming? It's Biochemical Techniques quiz...

I'm gonna score well. I'm gonna score well. I'm gonna score well. I'm gonna score well. I'm gonna score well.

Haha.. I'm just trying to psycho myself to study hard and do well.. yes, I know I'm a bit siao nowadays...... but what to do? I need to relax myself this way what.

Haix... I'm getting bored already. Time to head for bed, night!

2006-05-02T18:16:00.000+08:00

I'm tired... I feel sleepy...

I just woke up actually...

My maximum performance

2006-04-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

Haiya.. nowadays ar.. I think i'm really working very hard in my life. I'm soOoooOooo hardworking that you won't believe it's me.

I'm the class rep now. I'm a full-time Biotechnology year 2 student now. I'm working as a part-waitress at Waraku now. I'm a Changi Youth Ambassador now. I'm Yong Kiat's beloved girlfriend now. I'm my parents' beloved daughter now. I'm my brother's good sister and lastly, I'm my dear friends' friend. Haha..

I can't sleep more than 9 hours per day anymore! It's totally insane!! Coz I'm an earlybird for sleeping and everyone knows it. I slept at 9pm when I was doing my O levels. I slept at least 8 to 9 hours everyday but what happens to me now? I sleep less than 7 hours everyday. Haha.. Luckily, I'm still fine. Black circles haven't really appeared under my eyes yet. I dunno when they will.

But! I think I'm living my life to the fullest? I think I've done quite a lot of things. I learned things at work. I learned things in school. I enjoyed times that I'm with my Darling, my friends and my family. Sometimes, it just feels good when you realise that you've actually achieved quite a lot of things.

So far so good. I think I still can catch up my school work. I think I improved quite a lot at work (manager told me so... :P). I think I'm doing a good job at the airport. I think I'm a good girlfriend (must ask my darling.. haha). I think everything's just going fine for me and I keep praying that I can cope all these.

I think it's just God who keeps me going. When I'm feeling stressed, I pray. I always pray to Lord on what should I do, whether I can do it or whatever. Somehow, I think God shows me the way. I think it's God's plan of putting me into all these so that I will be his better daughter and he shall be so proud of me in heaven.

Haha.. I'm talking all these again. I think I better go back to my tutorials, or else I can't pay attention in class.. Hehe..

My church expects too much from me...

2006-04-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I feel that my church or rather my cell group expects too much from me.. I know, we have to have faith and believe in God. I DO, in fact, really love God and believe that He exists. I do most of the things that pastor teaches. However, sometimes, I just think that they have to be more sensible.

Okay, I want to clarify that...

I don't receive allowances from my parents since I graduated from secondary school.

So, after I graduated, I worked to support myself. You may wonder how I survive like that because I didn't work when poly started. Well, I saved some money from the salary I received during the holidays waiting for enrollment of school. So, I dig into my savings for my normal life expenses.

Okay, I know my saving will be used up one day and in fact, I think if I don't work now, it will be finished in few months. That's why I HAVE TO WORK, not that I want to! So, stop asking me to ~~quit my job~~ change shifts or take leave from work or whatever just to have more time for church.

I really, really did my best to arrange my time. I did try. If you don't believe or if you think you are better than me in arranging my OWN time, you do it for me then and see how a schedule can assure me good results, good relationships with God or people and an income.

I'm already exhausted, you see? My timetable for school is already that heavy and I need to go for CCA and work. After all these, the time I need for rest is also used for church activity or study. But I'm not saying that I'll give up my goals I mentioned in a post posted some time back. I'm just trying to explain why I can't avail myself for all the church activities.

In you guys' eyes, I may not be a very faithful christian because you will think that I always skip cell group meeting, prayer meeting and even services. But, do I have a choice? It's not easy asking a manager to change your shift just because you have your own business. She'll just tell you off and say, 'like that we don't need you at all, you might as well pack and go home?'.

Besides, I stay in Simei and think of the locations where all these are held, they are usually in the west side of Singapore. To travel to there, it takes me at least an hour. So tell me, do you think I should waste my time in travelling? You may say that I can study when I travel, but i tell you, it's pretty impossible to do intense study when u travel. When you are on MRT, if you don't get a seat, how do you concentrate mugging? Even if you can sit, are you sure that the one sitting next to you won't disturb you (you know, those kids, they like to move about and sometimes, they accidentally kick you.) When you are on bus, you can't even read books! coz it will make you headache or even vomit you see...

I'm not trying to offend anyone, but I just want them to be more realistic. I admit that I don't spend enough time in church, but do I spend enough time for my family? my darling? my friends? my study? my work? my CCA?

Church memebers are not the only ones complaining that I don't spend enough time with. There're just too many things that I have to take care. I'm sorry if I didn't make my time a quality one. But, I really tried. I just hope that you all will try to understand and stop pushing me to go for this, go for that. I'd really get annoyed when people just don't stop asking me to do something when I already said 'no'. So, please, stop pestering me if I said I'm not available for something.

Holidays ending..

2006-04-10T10:54:00.000+08:00

Holidays are ending soon.. However, I didn't go out that often as I planned before holidays. I think this is because I have started working and I simply can't fix a good time to go out... so sad right?

Anyway.. I think I can hardly blog this coming week because my schedule is FULL!!

Mon (Today) - CYA
Tue - working at Waraku
Wed - working at Waraku
Thu - Going out with Darling and working at Waraku
Fri - Going to Sandra's party
Sat - Working at Waraku
Sun - Working at Waraku

See... My whole week is packed with work! I wonder why suddenly the manager lets me work so many days.. I just hope that I won't make any blunders when I work.. Hehe..

gems registration

2006-04-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

Yay! I'm done for my gems (general elective module, for those who dunno what is this) registration. Hehe. It's such a breeze compared to last semester. It's so much easier this time. Although before that, Sandra and I were camping at the SAS server. Haha...

Guess what I chose for my gems module?

Charting for Financial Market

Hehe. Soon, when I've completed this module, I'll be able to tell you which stocks you have to buy to earn $$$. Hehe. Then, in the future, I can be an investor instead of researcher! Haha...

Urge to live life to the fullest!

2006-03-26T15:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday I went to church and I learnt something!

If I never cross the line of impossible, how can I gain a more enriching or a more meaningful life?
Somehow, I thought of my life and tried to think what have I done through these years. Sure, I've got a very good Darling with me through almost 4 years by now and I've done pretty well for my studies. BUT!! I think I could have done better.

I just thought that I should be a good girlfriend, a good student, a good daughter and a good person.

Some people think that a 17 years old girl having a boyfriend for almost 4 years and she does well for her studies and lets her parents be proud of her (for she doesn't ask them for allowances)? is impossible... But!! I want to prove them wrong!

Simply because of what pastor said yesterday. You have to cross the line of impossible to experience what other people cannot experience.

I think from now onwards, you guys will see a very busy me. I'll continue to be a sweet girlfriend and besides that, I'm going to study very hard and work and go for CYA at the same time. What a busy girl i'm going to be! One day, if I ever score 3.8 for my GPA, I think I will be able to change people's paradigm(the way people used to think and doing things) coz people just simply think that it is impossible for me to do that...

I swear... I'll do my best and live life to the fullest! With faith, I think I'm gonna do it!

Oh Lord, please help me to fulfil all these... I know, people will say that I'm being silly trying to achieve all these goals... but with faith in you, I believe that I'm going to do it! I believe in you, Amen.

2006-03-25T14:18:00.000+08:00

Being bored at home, so I've decided to hunt for some items to be placed at my wishlist. HeHe.. Guess what I saw... I've found this pretty bracelet at Maple Syrup.

So pretty right?? hehe... Wait till I get my salary!! And I shall shop non-stop! WAHAHAHA...

This is another one I like. It's also from Maple Syrup. So cute right? I like the blue one though. Hehex..

Another cute pair of earrings!!

Hehe... Another one....

Ladies Louis Vuitton Style Leather Band Fashion Watches 'Darling Dragonfly'

2006-03-24T12:24:00.000+08:00

1 new item I would love to have!!

Ladies Louis Vuitton Style Leather Band Fashion Watches 'Darling Dragonfly'

Anybody can buy me this for my birthday present? :P
It's so pretty.. I love it very much!

Work

2006-03-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

Let me blog about yesterday's work at Waraku. Hmm.. I learnt quite a lot of new things. Since I've never worked in a restaurant before, it's quite a good experience I'm getting.

Waraku is an Japanese restaurant and so they expect you to have manners and the standard of serving customers is damn high.

When customers come in, you must SHOUT, "IRRASSHAIMASE, welcome to Waraku" and when customers leave, you must SHOUT, "ARIGATOU GOZAIMASHITA, thank you for coming to Waraku". Besides these two phrases, you must SHOUT the drinks order once you take order from the customers. Can you see how many times you must SHOUT in a restaurant? I think after 1 month of working at Waraku, I may become a loudhailer. Haha..

I think besides taking order, memorising the menu and shouting all these, it's quite okay to work there. The people there seem to be quite nice. Just don't make any mistake, or you'll get nagged. Overall, the people are quite helpful lar. When I dunno something, I just need to ask them. I think I can get on the job quite soon. Hopefully, I can learn well and do well.

One thing I find most difficult is.... JAPANESE!! The names of the dishes are quite hard to remember... and the phrases commonly used in the restaurant... They need to be pronounced correctly. That causes me headache because I've got no talents in language!!

Seriously, language is one thing that I can hardly learn it fast. People tell me that I'm a fast learner but why can't I learn language quickly also? *Haix* The only thing I can do now is to study the menu and the phrases... :(

my sem 2 results

2006-03-22T09:25:00.000+08:00

Whoa.. I woke up early at 8am today, just to check my results online. Damn, my results is not really what I've expected it to be lar. Let me give you the breakdown of my results.

Report writing and Presentation: A
Inorganic and Organic Chemistry: A
Effective negotiation skills: Dist
Cell Biology: B
Basic Microbiology: B+
Mathematics B: B+
IDEAS: B+

Those in yellow are those modules that I feel happy. I feel happy because it is kind of better than my expectations. I thought I would only get B+ for my RWP and B/C+ for my maths.

Those in pink are those that I feel hmm... sad? upset? oh... disappointed is the word. I expected my chemistry to get distinction. You know, it's me.... I always get very high scores for chemistry! I want to be a CHEMIST you know... now without a distinction, I can't get exempted for chem in U. Well, Cell Bio... I thought the exam paper was easy. I wrote so much... and so detailed. Look at what I got though. IDEAS!!!!! What the hell?!?! I spent so much time and effort on it you know. We built the prototype also! We wrote a 11-pages proposal!! And the powerpoint slides that we've done!! See!! So many things done and look at what we get.... B+???? I think we deserve an A.

Anyway, those in white are those modules that I think I expected it. So, I'm not sad about it and not happy about it. Haha... Time to get reflections.. Bye!

Busy week

2006-03-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

Argh.. It's been a busy week for me. Finally, I have some time to update my blog and tell you guys what I've been doing in the holidays.

Well, my dad came back from Hong Kong and he stayed for about 1 week. He's going back to HK today. In 3 hours' time, I'd have to send him to the airport.. *sob*

This time when my dad came back, somehow, I found that he has aged so much. So much white hair.. so many wrinkles... And I realised that dad's no longer that young already, but he's still so energetic and loud. Haha. How I wish that I can earn a lot of money, so that he can retire and enjoy his life with us.

Anyway, this whole week was about serving the CYA (Changi Airport Ambassador), job training and going and shopping around with my dad.

OH! I got the job at Waraku. I'm posted to the Waraku@Marina square. I'll work there with Hui Ru and Shu Xian. Heehee. It's going to be fun i think. haha. Wish me luck working there ok?

So, I went to the jon training for Waraku on last Fri. Whoa.. They taught you the general Japanese words. I had a hard time pronouncing it in the correct way. (-_-"') I guess I just don't have the language talent in me coz other people don't seem to have problem reading out the Jap words.
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Talk about yesterday, I served CYA again. It was my 2nd time doing my duty already and I had OT yesterday. We aren't supposed to have OT actually, but the very-kind me went to help this lady and thus, I have to do OT (no extra money for that :( ).

Okay, there was this Irish lady who approached me for help. She wanted to check her gate and before she went to the gate, she had to collect 2 items from OSIM.

After I helped her to check her gate no., she went to the ladies and I waited for her. When she had come out, we went to collect the items and it was only 8pm. The items she bought were actually some massage thingy and the iSqueeze (you know how big and heavy it is? it's 16kg!). As the lady is quite old, about 50 years old, you can't expect her to carry this thing all the way to the plane right? and the box is actually too big for her to hand-carry it. So, she told the salesperson to keep the items for her til 10pm. She would collect it then.

Her boarding time was 10.50pm and my duty was supposed to end at 10pm. But seeing her being alone and the items were so heavy and bulky, I told her that I'd meet her at 9.50pm and would collect the items with her. Hence, she was very relieved.

By9.50pm, we met and collected the items. The salesperson said, "if you want to bring this into the plane, you will have to let the guards scan it. To let them scan it, you'll have to take the iSqeeze out and put it back when they are done." I thought to myself, this salesperson must be mad, how can he expect her to do this on her own? So, I just dunno why. I escorted the lady all the way to her gate and the gate is not opened yet coz it's only 10.10pm. It'll only open at 10.50pm. And So, I waited with her.

By that time the gate opened, I helped her to take the iSqeeze out for scanning and putting it back. I helped her to check-in the iSqeeze, so that she doesn't need to carry it herself to the plane. She just needed to collect it at the luggage belt later when she arrived Manchester. Everything was fine at the end. She was so thankful and she kissed me on the cheek.

Through the incident, she actually offered me tips, but I couldn't accept it due to the policy of CYA. She was so thankful and I'm actually happy after helping her. Haha.. I felt accomplished lar.. or rather.. satisfied that I could actually help someone who's really in need. hehe..

my housewarming

2006-03-06T13:17:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was my house warming and thank God, it went quite smoothly(phew...) despite that I think some arrangements were not made nicely. Anyway, I hope all the people who came down had fun yesterday and of cos, Thanks for all the presents!!

Hmm.. talking about yesterday, I felt so loved cuz my darling actually stayed there from morning till night with me, helping me to take, cook, serve, carry everything and basically, he just did so much that I'm so touched. He didn't complain anything even though he did so much hard work.

At the age of 14, we somehow fell in love with each other, but we never know that we love each other so deeply. Our relationship didn't come just that easy. There were so many rejections from parents or teachers. I remembered those days that I cried and cried cuz I was banned form going out to meet him and no communication was available for us cuz my handphone was confiscated.

I remember that he was one of the hardy boys in class and he was going to be sent to Normal class while I was the second top in class. He studied cuz he wanted to stay in the same class as me and he did it. He made it into the pure science class and teachers were all surprised and yet, they never believe that we can stay together.

Sec 3 year just came to pass and we were still together, parents and teachers slowly accpeting us. Sec 4 came and we strived 'O' level through together. Again, we proved the teachers wrong. Then, we entered the same polytechnic so that we can meet each other more often.

Then one day, I just fell sick and coughed all day long. He was so worried that he skipped his class to see doctor with me. My mom and brother were in HK. Nobody actually take care of me when I'm at home. So, he was the only one being there when I need someone the most.

As I'm typing this post, I'm crying. I realised that throughout the years that we are together, he had done so much. He's always giving in. *Sigh* I realise that I love him so much that I don't think life's still good if without him.

After reading Jac's blog

2006-03-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

After reading Jac's blog today, it makes me think of a weird question.

Jac's post was saying something about a guy cheating on a girl or the other way round and people only hear one side of the story... blah blah blah.. It just makes me think..

"What will I do if I find out that my boyfriend cheats on me?"

Hmm.. to be honest, I don't really think that yk will cheat on me coz I do have faith in him. But well, if you ask me this question, I think i will just answer lor.. I think there will be 2 possibilities:

1. Confront him and try to forgive?
I think I'm a person who cannot tolerate this kind of thing. So, I think just when I feel something is wrong between us, I will talk or rather, shout at him? hahax.. Who knows what will I do? But definitely, I think I will cry..... Seriously, I dunno since when I become so emotional. I guess, when you really love somebody, you just can't simply act strong in front of him.

2. No more forgiveness and just break off
Hmm.. I think if he shows no signs of regret or never asks/does anything to let me forgive him, I will be soooooooooooooooooo angry and furious that I will break up with him. In this case, I think I won't cry lar.. coz too angry.. and then you will see the blushing me again.. the seriously reddened me.. hahax...

So, I think that's what I will do ba. However, I can't guarantee that I will only fall into one of this group. I might go for another option. Hahax.. like... well.. burning his whole house down? hahax.. So, dun ever bully me ok? You might just make me insane and I won't know how extreme I will go.. hahax.. (JUST KIDDING)

I'M A VERY SENSIBLE PERSON AND IF I DO WANNA TAKE REVENGE, I WILL THINK OF A CLEVER WAY. :P HeHe. I won't be so stupid to put myself in jail.

Haiya.. talk so much already, time to go watch tv.. Til then! bYe!

New skin...

2006-03-03T17:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! I spent 1 day doing it and now here it is......

MY NEW SKIN!!

Haha... is it nice? I thought it's quite nice. Anyway.. give me some comments on it ok? I'll see what I can do to improve the outlook of this skin.. hehe...

a great email

2006-03-03T12:46:00.000+08:00

Hehe.. My exams are finally over and so I have time to surf the net le!! Today I read a really great e-mail. Its content is really meaningful and I thought I should share with you all. The e-mail, unfortunately was written in Chinese, so I guess many of you may not read it if I forwarded it to you. Therefore, I translate it and put it here la.. See... so nice of me!

Okay, here it goes:

There are two real stories.

First story:
There was this very good son. His father's living environment was quite bad. It was summer and there's no air-con at home but there's a very old and inefficient fan. The son then promised to buy an air-con for his father.

However, due to the busy workload, the son could not afford the time to buy. Finally, one day he went to buy it and the air-con would be sent to the father's house the next day.

Very unfortunately, the night of the very same day, the very old fan of the father burnt and the father was sleeping, so he died.

Second story:
There was this husband who was a policeman. His workload was very heavy and working hours were very irregular.

His wife was pregnant and he couldn't have time to visit her. He was there when his wife was going to give birth, but his phone rang and he went off because of his work.

In the end, the baby daughter was born, but he lost his wife. At this kind of very moment, he wasn't there for them!

Sometimes, I think not every child can communicate well with their parents or not every child is lucky enough to be with their parents. When I watch tv with my mom after dinner, I always find that the amount of white hair she has becomes more and she become thinner and thinner. Thi feeling always make me wanna cry.

When you want to go K box instead of going home to eat, maybe you should think that to be able to love is a fortune.

Still remember the 9.11 incident?
Some people called home or called their loved ones before they died. But, there were also people who anyhow pressed some numbers and called a stranger to say goodbye.
If, you are the one, who would you call?

Love one body, but don't let it be too late.
愛一個人，不要愛得太晚！

There's still some more, continue to read. It's really meaningful and after this, you might feel like telling your loved one that you love them. Coz life's so short, you won't know what's there tomorrow.

~~~~~~ "Angel's word"~~~~~~

Once, there was a friend who told me his very own story.....

About one year ago, he broke up with his girlfriend who was with him for many years. He was very sad and at this very time, he watched an unknown movie.

The movie was about when people die and going to heaven. There were many many angels and many machines that resemble TV.

The angel asked the dead person to sit down and the machines started playing the life of this person. This person watched how his whole life had been. He realised that whenever the machine played the scene where he escaped the real life, the screen would stop at that very scene. Some of the scenes that the machine stopped at was:

1. The first time he didn't say sorry to his parents when he made them angry.
2. When he loved this woman deeply, but never propose to her.
3. When he was a father, he never expressed his love for his children.
4. When he was going to die, he didn't tell his last wish.

Eventually, the life of this man was finished playing. The angels discussed awhile and said to this man, ' In your whole life, you were completely lack of love and bravery, so we want you to be back on earth and learn what is love and bravery. After this, then you would be able to enter heaven.

This man was then born again because he had to learn what is love and bravery.

My friend told me that this movie made him feel very touched and he realised something. He learnt that,
If he doesn't know what is forgiveness, he has to be reborn to learn it;
If he doesn't know how to face something bravely, he has to learn it again in his next life. So, he thought, why not I learn it now??

What my friend said made me feel brave to face my life and things.

Actually, in the movie, one of the angel said that, many people go in and out of your life, but only the ones love you truly will leave their footprints, tears and heartbeat in your heart.

People who lose money, they lose quite a lot;
People who lose friends, they lose even more than a lot;
People who lose their confidence, they lose EVERYTHING.

Beautiful people come naturally, but beautiful hearts are the ones that worth everything.
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Haha, finished reading? How's it? Do you feel the urge to tell somebody that you love them? After this mail, I realised that I love my dear alot and I told him what I felt, so how about you? Have you told your loved one that you love him/her? Act now, or you won't have the chance. That's what one should learn after reading the so-damn-long message ok?

2006-02-24T09:43:00.000+08:00

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems as like everybody is breaking up and throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better,
I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher,
I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me,
I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way,
I must stick wit u

I don't wanna go another day
So I'm telling you, exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride, in our private lives
Ain't nobody gettin' in between
I want you to know that, your the only one for me

Nobody gonna love me better,
I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher,
I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me,
I must stick wit u my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way,
I must stick wit u

And now, ain't nothing else I can need
And now, I'm singing.. 'cause your so, so into me I got you, we'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you, baby you're with me
So don't cha worry about people hanging around they ain't bring us down
I know you, and you know me and that's all that counts
So don't cha worry about people hanging around they ain't bring us down
I know you, and you know me and that's why, that's why I say

Nobody gonna love me better,
I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher,
I must stick wit u
You know how to appreciate me,
I must stick wit u my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way,
I must stick wit u

New song

2006-02-24T09:33:00.000+08:00

ok... I'm bored with Jay Chou's songs already. Let's listen to English song for awhile k?

Hmm.. I think I like the Pussycat Dolls' songs. They are nice. Some of the songs are sweet, like the one that's playing right now. It's called "Stick With You". I like it so much. Hahax...

Hmm... There's 2 papers left. MATHS and CELL BIO... Haix.. The toughest paper is always the last one.. WHY? WHY? WHY? and I should be mugging and doing maths now. What am I doing online?

I guess stress really drives people mad. I'm one of the victim. I think my immune system is influenced. I got sore throat few days ago and I think I still have it. Then stress make me lazy to put conditioner everyday and now my hair is becoming frizzy? hmm.. actually not so bad lar.. My hair still looks alright.. But I need a trim soon.. Hehex..

Then stress makes me eat lots of ice cream and chocolate. It makes me fatter lately? hahax.. but I eat less for dinner and lunch.. so.. I wonder if it is balanced out.. maybe in the end I never put on weight. Haha..

Happy valentine's day

2006-02-15T10:32:00.000+08:00

You know.. many people had wished me "Happy Valentine's day" already and I guess what they had wished me came true. It was really a wonderful and beautiful night spent with the one I loved most in the world. I really enjoyed so much!!

There were lessons before we could go out. The worst thing was I had a report test and I could not really focus and write a great one coz I was too excited about yesterday? haha...

Anyway, he got me a box of chocolates and flowers with ferrero rocher.

So nice of my darling right.. hehe.. I'm really so blessed.. HAHA!!!

Tests

2006-02-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. I managed to survive the continuous tests this week. Not bad eh, at least I didn't break down. Tell you what I had this week:

Tuesday: Cell Biology
Wednesday: Organic Chemistry
Thursday: Microbiology Lab Test

Ha... they ended finally and there's only one more to go and there will be the big exams!

I need to study, really! I can't let my microbiology to be any worse than the stupid failure I had. I will make sure I will score at least a B. This is my TARGET!!

Til then, I should start mugging like hell now....... (I wonder whether I will be able to concentrate though)

Happy new year!

2006-01-30T19:29:00.000+08:00

Happy new year!! Gong Xi Fa Cai!! Long Ma Jing Sen! Xue Ye Jing Bu! hmm... let me think some more, Xin Xiang Shi Chen! Wan Shi Ru Yi! Cai Yuan Guan Jin!!

Okay, I can't think of any already and I think I've wished you enough. Haha.. Today's the 2nd for lunar year. I think I shall do a reflection on myself and see what can I improve for my life in many aspects. It'll be just a reflection of myself. If you're not interested, don't read coz nobody's forcing you to read it. You can just leave and surf other people's blog. HaHa...

Okay, first of all, let's see about spiritual life. I admit that I'm not a very committed christian. I do not involove in many church meetings or events. But!! 1 thing I'm proud to say is that, I love God with all my heart! I believe that He's alive and He's guiding me to a better person. He's always helping me, offering a hand to me when I need help most. I know I'm not alone to take tasks, He's always there to walk with me. Okay, I don't promise that I will be more committed to church work and stuff, but I will continue to love God and be a better person to everybody.

Next, talk about myself as a girlfriend. I think I will control my temper and love you more. Hehe..

Next, talk about studies. I know that I haven't done my best for many things. I know I can still stretch my abilities. I know I can cope better than this. I know that if I just study more, I shall be getting what I want to achieve. So, I shall pledge that I will study more and get better results for the poly years. I shall make sure that I can make it for Uni. I shall not let my parents down (They never force me to go uni, but deep down I know, if i don't do well, my uncle surely will make hell lots of comments and I don't want it to happen. I die die also must prove to him that I'm better than him. you know, this uncle of mine is a real trouble maker. He thinks that he's very good coz he has a degree in dunno what and then he got another degree for lawyer. blah blah blah. he thinks that he makes lots of money. he thinks that he's so good. but to me, he SUCKS! he has this damn character, always look down on people which I dislike most!)

Okay, enough on my studies and uncle. Let's talk about my physical and emotional life. For the past year, I had been eating a lot. Since I entered poly, I haven't been really exercising coz there's no PE lessons. Moreover, I think because of stress, I just kept eating. haha. So, I've grown fat!! but nvm, now I've got swimming pool just downstairs, I will go swimming often. Hehe... Then my emotional life. you know, I've considered myself to be quite strong sometimes. I can be viewed as a capable girl. But..... not to my darling. I don't break down in front of many people. I only break down when I'm with him. I dunno why. I can just feel a sense of security when I'm with him. I know I can tell him EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING. I'm not worried that he will laugh at me or what coz I know he will support me with whatever that i need. I'm so glad that he's with me. I'm really grateful to have him as my boyfriend coz it's really hard to find someone so perfect for you.

Hmmm... back to my point, I think my emotional weaknesses are the feeling of increased stupidity and not being what I've expected myself to be. Oh, and of course, if my darling were to leave me. I think I will just go crazy without him. lolz. You might say that I depend a lot on him, but I don't care. I admit I am. He's one of my priority you know. Hehe. Say what you want, I don't care. I just love him too much.

Haha... I guess you guys must be bored to death after reading such a boring post. Hmmm... Feel free to tell me what I suck at. I will try to improve it. Haha...

Microbio quiz...

2006-01-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

I got back my Basic Microbiology quiz back today.. and I felt that I'm such an idiot. I didn't pass my second quiz for Dr Pho's part. It's like, I'm the lowest within my clique?? Okay... don't say my clique.. I'm just one of the few idiots who didn't pass.

I just feel like saying.. "bloody hell..... wth... wtf....". It's like... Failure doesn't happen to me usually.

I know.. people might say that I expect too much from myself and I agree to that. I really expect myself myself to do well in many areas. I do, force myself sometimes to archieve my goals. For example, last time I liked basketball a lot and although I'm considered the first 5 there, still, I think I sucked and I really force myself during training. Even I felt sick, I continued. This really trained me and I become physically more fit.

In study, I force myself too. Sometimes, I just don't know what's the purpose of studying so hard. Why must I get the top and all these bullshit. I don't know why. But I just do it.

And now, when I looked at this shitty result, I felt so inferior, so useless of me. I felt that my stupidity is rising and my intellectual level is downgrading.

Yesterday, I just sent msg to ask my friends, "If you could steal one thing from me, what would it be?" Some of them actually said that they want my brain. I don't think it's a very good idea to steal my brain coz I'm just no good at anything.

Argh.. I can't stand this. I hate the feeling of losing. I hate the feeling of feeling the stupidity is increasing in me. I hate this. I hate it when I just can't do anything great.................

new song~

2006-01-26T21:15:00.000+08:00

haha... Today IDEA finally finished. Hence, I have the mood to blog again! And... I even upload a new song for you guys.

Let me introduce this new song. It's by Jac's favourite, Jay Zhou. This song is very special because it is not written by Jay Zhou and it is actually a cantonese song sung by Jordan Chan originally.

Haha.. so, you will find Jay Zhou sounds a bit dunny in the song and you might not understand the meaning of the song too. But, you can ask me!! HaHA.. the expert!

Okay, sit back and enjoy, ya..

IDEA done...

2006-01-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

Phew... I've just finished my IDEA proposal... and in 10 hours time, I'm going to present this project. I haven't even practised my speech coz.. I don't have the file.

BUT!! I HAVE FAITH!!

God will surely bless me. hehe... for me, is His dear daugther on earth and my friends too. They are also His daugthers. So, I shall proceed to some sleep and be prepared tomorrow~

Nitez

Metally breakdown

2006-01-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I will just think that one day I will break down mentally and emotionally. When I need somebody to be there for me, sometimes at a critical moment, you are just missing. Maybe I should say that you do other things other than showing care for me.

The most annoying fact is that when I need to discuss with you something, you just wouldn't spare some time for me and discuss with me now. I'm feeling so upset with you.

Maybe it's just the usual monthly craziness that I'm going through, or maybe it's the stress level that's rising within me which you never realise it, or maybe it's just that whatever issues I want to say to you don't matter to you at all.

I dunno... I'm feeling a little disappointed. little upset. little angry. little stressed. little tired. little sad. Just the mixed feelings of all these and this makes me. Damn down.

I've not been updating..

2006-01-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

Hmm. I've not been updating. I think I was too busy these days. I really want to have dew days off, revising my work and hanging out with my darling and my friends.

Ideas is really a stupid subject which I think most people agree with me. Although it's making us learn a lot of things, it's occupying too much of our time! Our time can be better used in studying other modules which are worth much more credit points.

Ideas is really bothering me too much. There's so much to do.
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Anyway, I want to blog about someone who really makes me hate her now.

Okay, this girl is called Man Lou (I dare to say her name out coz my blog is not viewed by many people anyway). She's a new comer in my church.

I know I shouldn't hate anybody as we are "sisters". However, she's been such a cheater and I can no longer stand that.

She's a 13 years old girl studying in primary 5 now. She's from China and that's why she's older than the normal kids.

So, about 1 or 2 month(s) ago, she joined my church. She started to stick with me whenever I'm present in the church. There's nothing good when she comes near me.
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The 1st time I met her..........

After the service, we wanted to get out dinner at the foodcourt@Expo. Supposedly, I thought she could just use the vouchers church had given to us to buy her food. However, she said the vouchers could not be used in the foodcourt and thus, she didn't have enough money to eat and asked to borrow $4 from me. Due to my sympathy to her, I lent her. However, I found out that we could actually use the vouchers and so I told her. She didn't return me my $4 and then she said she needed that money for other things else. I didn't know her well and so I just said that you could return the next time.
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The 2nd time I met her.........

She told me sthat she forgot to bring the money and so she couldn't return the money to me. So I thought, "okay, you remember to bring it next time".

After the service, she said she was very thirsty but she didn't have enough money to buy drinks and thus she asked me to borrow her $1 again. I thought that it's just $1 and so I lent it to her. So now, she's owed me $5.
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The 3rd time I met her.......... (The time I cannot stand her anymore)

She didn't mention that she owed me money at all and she claimed that she didn't have enough money to go homw and so again, thinking the fact that she's just 13 years old, I lemt her $1 (she doesn't have a Ez-link card, wth?!?) to take train home. And therefore, she now owes me $6.

Do you guys realise something?? Everytime she met me, she asked me nothing other than borrowing money from me. I'm not saying that I'm such a cheapskate that don't lend people money. It's just that I hate it when people borrow it and never returning it to me. It's like, you are cheating me!! I'm not a rich girl already and I still offer a hand to help you. You should appreciate my help and return the money asap.

The worst thing is, I chatted with my friend in my cell group and she told me that she disliked Man Lou also. Of course, I asked her why and my friend said that she's such a liar. I was like, "Why didn't you tell me earlier??? I lent her $6 already. No wonder she's asking money from me EVERYTIME I see her". My friend was shocked that she borrowed money from me and she urged me to ask the money back from her asap coz she tell a lot of lies.

I'm thinking that I shall tell my cell group leader about it and when it comes to worse, I shall just call her home and ask her mother to speak to me. This is such a disgusting act. It's like the NKF thingy. It's using people's sympathy to earn money. The worst thing is she's now in my cell group! I'm really hating her now! I've never hate a person this much. I hate people who cheat on me.

2006-01-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

When will my dreams come true? When will all the promises that you made come to pass?

I wonder when I can be top student and get excellent results that can glorify my parents on earth and my dear heavenly Father.

I wonder when we can have a grand wedding at Shangri La Hotel or Grand Hyatt Hotel.

I wonder when we can go for a honeymoon which will be my dream honeymoon holiday at Las Vegas.

I wonder when can we be husband and wife with 2 kids living happily with us.

I wonder when...

Let them all be in God's plan. When he lets me have it, everything will flow. I shall live my life in purpose. Let them be in God's will.

For God loves me and I love him too, I believe that whatever He gives it to me, it is the best and most treasurable gift. I shall love what He has given to me dearly.

Thank you, God.

Seeing stars on the street..

2005-12-28T21:46:00.000+08:00

Wow.. These 2 days when I worked, I saw quite a number of people. Some of them really surprised me when I saw them. Well.. As usual, I would meet my friends on the street as you know, Singapore is a small country and there's little areas where you can shop a big time except Orchard. So, a lot of people will opt to go Orchard and this includes some celebs too.

Yesterday was 27th Dec, and guess who I saw... hehe... It was lucky that I wasn't that ku-ku yesterday to ask them for my "freelance model" thing while they are earning big money already. So, how? Can you guess that? Surely, they are local celebs la..

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Mo Xiao Ling & Bryan Wong!! (haha.. actually I'm not very sure of their names... hehe... but I think I'm correct this time... )

Anyway, the Mo Xiao Ling is the one who always play those funny funny (acts ugly) role and the guy is the one who always be the hosts of some shows (you know.. the one in "yuan lai jiu shi ni"...

I found that the Mo Xiao Ling's actually quite good-looking... haha... coz she's so slim and quite tall too!! Not bad for modelling at all... haha.. That's why I noticed her at Far East with Bryan Wong standing beside her. Bryan Wong is quite good-looking too and he's got some muscles too! But the thing is... I think the guy smokes, not sure about the Mo Xiao Ling though coz I can't pay too much attention at them.

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Anyway, let's talk about today's business. I saw some people who really shocked me!! HaHa... I think when I tell this to my secondary school friends, they will be happy and surprised too.

Hee... I saw....
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Rika!!

I know, I know.. she went to America and can't be here in Singapore. I thought I saw wrongly too, but how can I miss such a cool person when I was supposed to look for these kind of people? After I had looked at her for like, say 3 minutes, I know she's Rika!! And I went up to her.. Ha..!! There she is!! My lovely old friend~ I was like, totally not expecting to see her in Singapore la... Heez... Anyway, it was so nice to meet up an old friend. Oh yah!! And I met up with Fen and Ting yesterday. It was like, so great!!! I felt like, we are in our sec 1 year again.. Being so close and all....

Well... let's continue, shall we?

Anybody dunno who's Jason? the one who went for the superstar thingy? Ha... anybody see him in real person?

The ku-ku me didn't really watch the whole superstar thingy and thus, not really familiar with all those faces but!! I know who's Jason and how does he look like. Little did I know, he looked quite different from the TV!!

Haha.. now you should know that I saw him on the street. But, not only that!! Before I realised that it's him...

I went to ask:" Hi, sorry. Actually i'm looking for new faces for advertisement. Would you be interested to be our freelance model?"

I thought he was a bit stunned coz he's like quite famous in Singapore already and he just replied "No." to me. My friend saw who I asked and went excitely to me and said "he's the superstar!! Didn't you know that???"

Whoa... I felt so ku-ku lor... Asking a once-a-superstar to be our freelance model. WTH?? lolz...

Although working as talent scout is quite tiring at times, there are just surprises. Like what happened these two days, I saw few celebs... Too bad nicholas Tse is not like local celeb.. He's way too handsome for people not to recognise!! So, he can't possibly walk on the street like anybody. And that means, I probably can't see him on the street at all in my life time.. So sad!! I really want to see him in real person and have a close look at him!!

Christmas eve...

2005-12-25T00:30:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep until I blog this. I tell you.... I'm....
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SoOoOOoO Happy today!!!!

I really cannot fall asleep right now(this might be due to the starbucks coffee I drank today).

Hmm... maybe I shall list down what are the things I did today so that I can have a good memory of that.

okay... here it goes:

Recieved my christmas present
Had lunch at Pasta Mania
Watched The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe
Met Sandra, Tong they all
Went to have a tea break at Starbucks
Went to Heeren for some window shopping
Went to Far East for some window shopping too
Ha!! The shopping paradise: Bugis Parco... My darling bought my boots there and I bought the shirt for my darling from there also...
Took Neoprints
Had dinner at Billy Bombers
Went home

The bold ones are the things that made me really happy though. Anyway, I think I should blog tomorrow coz now, it's really late and I feel sleepy already. So, Nitez... and lastly,

Merry X'mas!!

Life cannot be better than this...

2005-12-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

I tell you,

Life cannot be better than what I'm having now.

Having lunch at Shangri-La Hotel

Watching movie with my Darling hugging me

Buying whatever I like

Having satisfying results

Most importantly, it's you I'm having that makes my day beautiful and with you, my day is always bright.

I'm feeling so blessed, Lord.

You had given me the greatest gifts of all, your merciful love and his love.

Thank you, Father.

Stress is over...

2005-12-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

Yea... The most stressful period is finally over!! And there's one thing today that made me feel silly but happy though.

I got back my Chemistry paper today! Guess how much did I score....

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I FAILED!!

haha... no lah... If you believe that, you are such a stupid idiot who dunno me at all. Coz people who know me know that my favourite subject is Chemistry (Let me clarify: Although I like the subject, I HATE the teacher who's teaching me IOChem now!!)

So, surely, I will strive for Chemistry what.. Aiya.. It's 48/50... HaHa.. not bad right? I think it's okay lehz... But the 2 marks were wasted on a seriously careless mistake and I'm sure that I was quite blind when I did the test.

The mistake was on the orbital diagram. I didn't see that all the arrows were pointing upwards when they are supposed to point up and down alternatively. Aiya... I was such a blind person at that point of time la.. So stupid of me..

Oh yah!! I watched "The Promise" yesterday!! It's damn good!! Everybody, must go and check out this movie man... The graphic is damn nice la... Whoa... Everything was good except that they should give more scenes for Nicholas.. :P He was so SHUAI (handsome and cool)!!

And I'm soooo gonna catch "Qin Tian Da Sen" next Sat I think... It's gonna be good I think... I think I don't need to tell you why right? haha...

Oh.... 1 last thing!! I'm going to work at Create talents again.. So peeps, please, if you see me on street asking numbers from people, pls help me out by giving me some numbers k? Or you can just give me your permission and I will put your number in. :P

I believe that it's gonna come

2005-12-14T16:32:00.000+08:00

I believe that it's gonna come...

Love come back

2005-12-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

As I promised earlier, I will show you the nicest song in the Nicholas's new album.

So here it is!! The nicest song in this NEW album.

The song name is "Ai Hui Lai"... In English, it's "Love Come Back".

Somehow, I find that the style of this song sounds a bit like the Maroon 5's "This Love". Hee.. Maybe you all will think so too.

But, I ASSURE YOU!!! This song is SUPER DUPER NICE!! I GUARANTEED THAT... wahaha...

okay, right now... please...

*sit back and enjoy the beautiful music that's playing which is sung by Nicholas Tse*

Yea!! I got Nicholas's new album already!!

2005-12-05T18:53:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! I got Nicholas's new album already!! Hee... Bought by my Darling~ I'm so HAPPY!!

The album is sOoOoO nice!! It contains some calendar cards with Nicholas on them...

Whoa... I'm busy admiring the pictures ya... They are soooooooo cool!!

Okay.. Since I got this new album.. I shall find the nicest song and upload it asap... So that I can share with you all and you all will enjoy it a lot!

So, til then.. I shall now listen the album!!

so long since i last blogged..

2005-11-30T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hi.. I've not been blogging these days. I was soooooo busy and even if I had time, I went to bed. Hehex... So, why am I blogging now? Coz I just finished my part on IDEAS slides and I wanted a little break.

However, I can't think of anything to blog. HeHez... Maybe I can just show u all what had I done for my IDEAS? So, this post will be a picture session then.

Well... Here are some pictures on my model for ontography drawing...

This model is based on this drawing of mine:

Anyone can guess what's the yellow thing is? some may say it looks like banana and some would say it looks like chicken feet!!

But WRONG!! it's actually a chair... hmm.. it can shield the sun or the rain.. and u sit on whatever that looks like chicken feet la.. hehe... just visualise it. I dunno what to say about this creation of mine already.. haha

Okay, next.. My IDEAS project.

eh... First proposal.. MisWatch!

This design is for OL. They need to look formal but charming.

Then, we have this for Disney lover like ME!!

Looks cute right? easy to match clothes too!

Following up, we have...

For teenagers like me or people who like pink! Kind of sporty, wouldn't you say?

Oh yah... Forget to mention what's so special about the watch.. This MisWatch is about having an unique watch for yourself. There are stickers which are reusable and hence, you can change the appearance of your watch everytime you feel like it! You have only one watch, but others think that you have tons of watches!!

Okay, now's time for the second proposal. FlexiLamp!!

Have you ever felt tired of moving your table lamp everytime you want it to shine on a different spot?

Well, this is a solution to it. It's a slidable lamp! you can pull it left to right, right to left. See the zig-zac structures? It can be pulled out and pushed in, just depends on how you want it to be positioned.

hehe... Isn't it a fantastic idea?? haha...

There's still a third proposal, but it's still working in pregress... so wait for it okay? hehe

Meanwhile, maybe you all can give me some comments? pls tag ur comments ya... I really want to know you all think. hehe... thankx

Jac's mom threw my lyric book away

2005-11-23T18:46:00.000+08:00

Just read Jac's blog.. hahax.. And I found out that my lyric book actually made her gloomy for one day. Okay... This is what happened:

Jac's mom cleaned Jac's room and thought that the lyric book was some kind of cosmetic products catalogue and thought that it was useless, so she threw it away. Then, Jac found out that many of her things were missing including the lyric book. So, she was afraid that the lyric book is precious to me and went to search for the book. Therefore she went all the way down to the rubbish collection or something like that to search for it.

Ta Da.... Luckily, she FOUND it!! and she was jumping around and relieved that she had found all her notes, unopened letters and the lyric book.

Okay, for the details on the whole incident, please go to Jac's blog and read it... she can describe better than me... haha....

Okay, the thing I want to say is, I really won't be angry with Jac if she really lose it. I mean, she's my friend and I'm certain that she will feel bad enough to have lost my lyric book. If I were to be angry with her, that will make her feel even more miserable.

Plus, the lyric book is not really that precious to me. The precious cds are my Nicholas Tse's collection. I hardly lend it to anybody because it's really very precious to me. It's Nicholas Tse, you KNOW!! I spend so much time and money collecting the cds.

Anyway, back to my point, now that the lyric book is found and still in fine condition, so Jac can really be relieved. And I really don't mind if it had gone through the rubbish chute or what.

To Jac: sorry for making u feel gloomy for the day ya... now u must cheer up k?

Hmm.. stop talking about that lyric book already.. I need to FOCUS on my stupid microbio pratical worksheet.. I really dunno how to draw those microorganisms!!!!

Change song... Lian Ai Da Ren

2005-11-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

Okay... I changed the background music again. I know, I know... The song is old, but it's still nice and I just love it!

The Ai Wo Bie Zhou doesn't suit my feelings anymore, so I want to change it. And this song is my favourite!!

Aiya... Just enjoy the music... Sooner or later, you'll be influenced by me and you'll LOVE this song.. haha..

I've found out who's the celebrity sis of Sandra

2005-11-18T09:33:00.000+08:00

Yay.. I just found out who's the celebrity sister of Sandra.

It's.....

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Your Celebrity Sisters Are Jessica and Ashlee

Beautiful, feminine, and stylish.
Who care's if you're a bit of a daddy's girl?

Want to test and see who's yours also?

Click "Who" below and see how.

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

2005-11-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

I'm still in school and I have nothing to do, so i went to this website again and did another funny quiz. This time is to see who is/are your celebrity sisters. And I got....

THEM!!

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Beyonce and Solange

Talented, sexy, and sassy.
You've got a star quality that everyone notices

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

See who are yours also. I wanna know. Muhahaha...

A quiz...

2005-11-14T20:10:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps,

You all can try this quiz out. HaHa... let me know what's your results okay? hehe.. I'm trying to be Kpo a bit. Well... just try this out!

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

I think this song suits me better now...

2005-11-13T10:45:00.000+08:00

I'm changing the song because this song suits my mood and life better now.

Although i'm really in love with the song, Making love out of nothing at all.

I'm feeling like i'm hung up but, still holding on to my breath. You know, you wanna die but you are struggling that kind of feeling? It's just so xin ku. Maybe someone can just lend me a knife and i should just stab myself to death which is faster to die and I think it's just a moment of pain and it will be gone forever. Perhaps, the pain i'm feeling in my heart is more than the physical pain that suffer from a stab?

You guys may not know what's wrong with me.. talking about all these nonsense. But, I know, very clearly, why I'm feeling this way.

I really wonder, what makes our distance grow? Me? My fault again?

Neglect me, just ignore me.

*愛我別走　如果你說　你不愛我不要聽見你真的說出口*
*I know just where to find the answer, and YOU just know how to lie*

ps: if u can't read the chinese words, change your encoding to traditional chinese.

Air Supply - Making love out of nothing at all

2005-11-12T09:54:00.000+08:00

I know just how to whisper,
And I know just how to cry;

I know just where to find the answers;
And I know just how to lie.

I know just how to fake it,
And I know just how to scheme ;

I know just when to face the truth,
And then I know just when to dream.

And I know just where to touch you,
And I know just what to prove;

I know when to pull you closer,
And I know when to let you loose.

And I know the night is fading,
And I know that time's gonna fly;

And I'm never gonna tell you everything I've got to tell you,
But I know I've got to give it a try.

And I know the roads to riches,
And I know the ways to fame;

I know all the rules
And then I know how to break 'em
And I always know the name of the game.

But I don't know how to leave you,
And I'll never let you fall;

And I don't know how you do it,
Making love out of nothing at all
Out of nothing at all.

Every time I see you all the rays of the sun
Are streaming through the waves in your hair;

And every star in the sky is taking aim
At your eyes like a spotlight,
The beating of my heart is a drum, and it's lost
And it's looking for a rhythm like you.

You can take the darkness from the pit of the night
And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.

I've got to follow it, 'cause everything I know,
well it's nothing till I give it to you.

I can make the run or stumble,
I can make the final block;

And I can make every tackle, at the sound of the whistle,
I can make all the stadiums rock.

I can make tonight forever,
Or I can make it disappear by the dawn;

And I can make you every promise that has ever been made,
And I can make all your demons be gone.

But I'm never gonna make it without you,
Do you really want to see me crawl?

And I'm never gonna make it like you do,

Making love out of nothing at all.

I got my pay already

2005-11-08T21:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah!!

I finally got my pay. It's not a lot lar. But still........ It's my pay!!

Hmmm... It's only about $400+... quite little lar... but considering that i took quite a lot of days off. Heez...

Anyway,

Life is boring, to me now. Everyday's just about school work.

But!!!!

There's some good news for my ipod nano!! Aloy said that mr Ong had already made out a list of people who are recieving his cold hard cash. I'm sooooooo excited about this!!

Oh my god!! I'm getting double because Mr Ong owed me another one for me getting full marks for his test!

School

2005-11-05T10:59:00.000+08:00

School work is getting worse than ever...

The lectures were boring.. I nearly juz slept through the lecture.

I thought I should be studying hard and paying full attention in class, but my physical body failed me. I know, I know...

I will work hard...

School reopen le..

2005-11-01T09:26:00.000+08:00

School finally reopens.

And yesterday was HALLOWEEN. So our whole class wore black tops. We are so united right? Hee..

Didn't do much yesterday. Lol. I just continued my Shadow Hearts. I still haven't completed it. Shit. I need to complete the game before school work gets tough.

Whoa.. I had a look at the modules which i'm taking this semester and it horrified me!! It seems so much more difficult than last semester. Oh my.... I need to do differentiation and integration again..... I thought by going to the poly route, I don't have to face all those irritating maths again. But I'm soooo wrong. However, there's one good thing about my course, I don't have to take Physics anymore this semester. Although I took it last semester and it became my worst subject. Well, I really hate Physics now.

Haix* Time to do work.

Someone said i'm pretty..

2005-10-28T10:40:00.000+08:00

As usual, I went to work yesterday, but something happened which made the day special?

Okay, I was stationed at Far East Plaza. Perhaps, due to the rain (awhile only actually), the flow of people coming in and out was not that great. So, I couldn't meet my quota yesterday. Anyway, the "something" happened yesterday was like this (actually, there are few small events which made me feel funny la) :

So 1st:

I approached a pair of girls who looked quite okay to be models. They were quite shocked when I asked them.

Girls: We can't lah. We don't have the qualities...
Me: If you don't have, I wouldn't have approached you. (everytime i meet this kind of people, I have to say this)
Girls: hmm.. then why not you go and become a model too? you look pretty what...
Me: haha.. no lah.. I'm a talent scout already.. cannot be so many things.. maybe you all give me your contact number and go home and consider? my company will call you few days later...

Haha... So the girls gave me their numbers. But the funny thing was, the people I approached asked me to be a model instead.

Then 2nd:

About 5pm, I was still doing my job. A man who looked like he's already 50 years old, approached me. At first, I thought he's some China tourist asking for directions, but it turned out that he's a fortune teller. Of course, I said "no need lah. I don't believe in this kind of things", but he was still standing there and asked me more questions. Oh... and he can't speak English, so I had to talk to him in Mandarin.

Man: What are you doing here?
Me: Doing my job.
Man: What's your job?
Me: I'm trying to find potential models.
Man: Why not we be friends and I tell you about your future.
Me: Hmmm.... (I didn't really want to be friends with him coz he looked so hmm... suspicious?)
But he continued anyway...
Man: you are finding models right? are you a model too?
Me: Of course not la... I'm not pretty and I don't have the figure..
Man: No lar. Actually your face is very pretty and you are not fat either. Your future will be a very good one and you must find a muscular man as your boyfriend.
Me: haha.. Thank you.

Then I found somebody good-looking and asked for her number. Then he said he should leave and not disturb my work. See... the funny thing was he said I'm pretty. lolx.. Anyway, I wonder what he said was true or anot. Will my future be a really good one? haha.. and 1 more thing, is my boyfriend considered muscular? I don't know.

Lastly, the 3rd one:

Not long after the man left, a guy offered me a cup of water. This guy was working in the spectacles shop where I was just standing in front. When he offered me the water,

Guy: I noticed you've stood here for very long already. Here's a cup of water for you. Xin Ku Le...
Me: Thank you.

Haha... Funny lor.. This is the first time someone offered me water when I worked. At first, I didn't know whether I should drink it because you know, he's a stranger and I don't know whether the water is alright to drink. But, since the guy was so nice to offer it to me, I should drink it. So, I drank it.

Then my supervisor came back to me and said that she saw the guy offering me water.

Supervisor: haiya.. You so good. I stood here for so long also what. Why nobody offer me water?? Then Jamie(my friend at work) also stood here what. Why he never offer her water? hahaha...
Jamie: Ya lor... hor..............

Aiya.. Then I was teased by them. A cup of water only mah... What's so great about it? But i'm grateful to that person la. I was really quite thirsty.

In conclusion, I don't know what's wrong with me yesterday. I didn't dress exceptionally nice. I only wore a pair of jeans and a simple polo shirt. And I never put make-up. So, I don't know what make people think I look nice. Anyway, I was happy also lar.. Being praised is a good thing ok? so you can't blame me. hehez...

new background music but it's an old song

2005-10-27T08:52:00.000+08:00

Hi!

Haha.. just want to say that I changed the background music again. This new song is called.....

Making love out of nothing at all

It's sung by Air Supply. I think most of you don't know about this band. Hehe... Because I just knew them also, but actually it's a band back when it's 80s. So, I think that time we were still too young.

Then you will ask how do I know about this nice song. Hmm.. Actually, my idol (you should know, it's Nicholas Tse) sang this song in his recent concert and it was so damn good. So, I remembered the song name and went for a search for it. Hehe.. and I found it!! Therefore, it's now uploaded to share with you all.

ENJOY OKAY?!?

Went to shopping with darling

2005-10-26T10:25:00.000+08:00

Hehex... Went to shopping with my dear yesterday.. It's so nice la... I haven't been going out with him for like 1 week... He's busy working and Me... busy with going out with my father.. hehex...

Wa lao eh.. just when we were walking to the mrt station, it rained.. but luckily, it started to get heavier only when we were in the train. So we didn't get wet that much.. However, the rain made us change our destination. We wanted to go to Orchard, but instead we went to City Hall where there's not really much shopping can be done.

So we reached City Hall. Since yesterday was tuesday, there's half price for Gelare waffle.. Hehex.. of course, we went there to eat. And then......... I met....

*Pat*

She was working there and so she served us. The waffle was so nice.. Heex.. I like the ice cream so much!! Then... Because i hadn't taken my lunch, he brought me to Cafe Cartel (ya, the place he works but different outlet) and he actually had 15% discount because he's a staff there.. hehex... Let me recommend you one a la carte. It's very nice and cheesey. It's Chicken Mushroom Macaroni from Cafe Cartel. It;s really nice. Must try!!

Finally, after a meal at Cafe Cartel, I felt full. Then, we walked around. (Really, there is nothing much to see at City Hall, maybe because Marina Square not fully open yet) So, we decided to watch a movie.

And we managed to get -Transporter 2-.. hmm.. It's okay lar.. I won't say it's very great or bad. It's just okay. I think it's the car tricks that are nice. The story line's like very nothing much lor. So, it's not a must-catch movie.

At 7pm, we went to Bugis. We needed to get some electronics stuff. I wanted to buy my infra-red port and he wanted to get his LCD monitor, optical mouse and ps2 arcade controller. But most of the shops were closing at 8pm. So we just quickly chose the things we wanted.

I got my infra-red already!! but.... I don't know why i still cannot install it. And he only got his LCD monitor.

Then we went for shopping at Parco for awhile. Again, he bought something he wanted--- a jacket. But me..... didn't get anything there.

So yesterday ended just like that, but i was happy lar. I enjoy going out with him. :p

after daddy had gone back

2005-10-25T11:03:00.000+08:00

whoa... long time no blog already... geez... I had a wonderful week with my father around and just celebrated my mother's birthday yesterday..

And to my horror this morning, when i went on the weighing thing...

*faint*

I gained about 2 kg!!!

Arghhhhhhhhhhh.............

I must start to exercise and go on diet again... Oh My GOODNESS!!!

What the hell did I eat past few days?? It must be those Swensen's meals in my stomach that cause such a problem...

Well... Yesterday, I went to Swensen's with my mum and my didi... haha... guess what we ate........ (and I paid the bill..... -_-")

Here's the list:

Fish and Chips x 2 (it's the executive lunch some more... meaning that there's a soup, a drink and a dessert with every main course purchased)
Breaded Chicken Meuniere (it's the executive lunch also)
Banana Crumble
Birthday firehouse (it's free, because it was my mum's birthday yesterday)
1 complimentary coffee (because i'm the VIP member)

haha... wasn't there too much of food? NO!! We, 3 persons finished them all... haha... Now, you know why my weight has gone up so high.

Due to the massive amount of food we ate for lunch, we didn't have dinner last night. All I had was just a pear... Oh... I hope it gave me some fibers to help me digest...

I won't eat Swensen's in a month time... I really need to get some exercise.. but nobody wants to play basketball with me.. I can't go swimming either because it's not very convenient.. and so does gym.. need to bring this bring that... wait till I move to a condo.. and I will go swimming and gym often... so... meanwhile.. I think I just do sit-ups at home...

Okay.. time to go...

my results..

2005-10-19T10:03:00.000+08:00

Haix* Sigh*

I got back my results already.. It's damn disappointing la... I expected something better than this.. well... here's my results...

Maths... A
Chemistry... Dist
Biochemistry... B+
Anatomy and Physiology... B+
Critical Reasoning Skill... B+
Character developmeny... B+
Biophysics... C+

well.. It's not bad... It's not very good either... I expected a distinction for my maths... but oh well.. I guess I was just too complacent? haha... hmm... Chem was a must-get one...

I'm so sad for Biochem and maths!!! Biochem was quite my fav subject... as in... quite easy to understand.. i think it's the essay question on metabolism that took away my A... ( i left the whole metabolism question blank... coz I didn't study for that... haha) And Maths!! I've been doing well for the subject... I got almost full marks for online quiz and mathcad test... and full marks for my maths test!! and now, I couldn't get my distinction for maths...

*SAD*.... Damn it*

Shouldn't have slacked there while everybody was studying so hard!!

*Haix*

Another sad thing is... why my character development only gets a B+? Am I not kind? I have a quite good character what... Hmph* never mind that... maybe that teacher just miss the parts where i show all my good characters..

And C.R.S!! I should have gotten a A... if I had written well for the 40% component... that essay was a disaster to me... I can't think of anything about homosexual lifestyle... yet i chose to write it because I had done that for my discussion cafe... shit....

I should stop blogging now... coz... i'm afraid i will keep on saying shit.... so... *Bye*

Results are out...

2005-10-19T09:21:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD!

RESULTS ARE OUT, But DAMN!!! I still can't log in to my SAS server... Why can't the school just send sms like what Temasek Poly had done?!?!

I'm sooooooooooooo nervous right now!! Yet, I can't do anything!!

Sandra already got back her results and she had done quite a good job. What about ME???

I wonder I will still get my another $450... How many distinctions I will have... How many As I will have...

*Haix*

Damn school stupid online system!!

Finally, i meet the quota..

2005-10-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I'm very happy today... haha...

Guess why... :P

Hehex... Actually... I finally met my quota today... Wa... It's like I've been working for like hmm... 7 days? Today is my 7th day la... then I can finally meet my target? It's so damn hard la... But well... I'm happy... :)

Haha... Then I went to Plaza Singapura with Angel today.. She's so nice lo... She helped me to find the people... That's why I finished so fast...

Hehe.. I'm so happy... Then after I finished my work, I met Nicole, Linda and Alvin... They were going to Kbox.. Haix.. Actually I really wanted to go with them.. But oh well.. my mother cooked already.. So, What to do... Go home and eat lo.. So.. I miss the fun again.. :(

Gen Wo Zhou Ba

2005-10-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

By the way, I changed the background music again...

I realise that I've really been attracted to Pan Wei Bo. He's quite cute and his songs are really nice... Though, he still cannot replace Nicholas...

So, here's another song from Pan Wei Bo's latest album called Gen Wo Zou Ba... hmmm.. direct translation should be Follow me? haha...

Anyway,

ENJOY!

2005-10-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

I'm having a dilemma now lor... I don't know whether i should work few days more or should just stop until this Thurs..

Although the job is really not very comfortable or should i say, not suitable for me, I can still earn some $$. So, I really don't know whether i should stop. And, the boss even said she will welcome me back if i really want to work again la (because there'll be not enough people after i quit)... Besides, when i'm lucky, i can actually make my quota to near my target...

*sigh*

So, what to do?

Guess i'll work few days more? at least can earn another $100 mah... but i'm still undecided...

Oh God, help me decide~~

Singapore is such a small country...

2005-10-07T21:03:00.000+08:00

If you don't know what is coincidence, I will tell you what it is.

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1. Sandra

Saw this girl on the train when i first board the train.. quite a shock when i saw her... because she was telling me that she would go Orchard today.. and she might go and find me... Ya..... so, it's really totally completely unexpected la...

2. Koh Sin & Qi Xian

This was the second time I met Koh Sin along Orchard Road. I saw her yesterday with her JC friends... But the thing is that I was surprised to them when Orchard is actually quite big and the timing was so accurate la... just when I was doing my job, they walked pass and my eyes caught them.. hehe... It's been so long since I last met Qi Xian... It's so nice to see them.. and Qi Xian helped me by writing her number for me~

3. Clarie

Okay, once again.. I met my secondary school friend when I was doing my job.. Saw Clarie... She was going to buy movie tickets.. And she wrote her number for me too...

4. Tricia

Then I met this girl.. She ar.. didn't see me at first.. when i approached her, then she saw me... :S Anyway... She helped me quite alot also... hehe... She and her 2 friends wrote their number for me.. :) whahaha

5. Shu Fen, Meei Huey and KenKen

Hehe.. so nice to see these people... they are my very good friends you know? we've known each other by now, 5 years... of course, this includes Tricia, Koh Sin and these 3 girls... they are always so sweet... They helped me also lehz... :) muhahaha....

6. Saufi, Taslim and Shiraz

Saw these guys also... only Saufi helped me write.. Shiraz helped my friend... (she stole 1 number from me....) Haha... actually she wanted to ask Saufi for his number... but too bad.. he's my friend so ya... must give me first... hehe...

7. Again, Qi Xian and Koh Sin

I changed my spot from Swensen's to near Far East. Again, I met Qi Xian and Koh Sin... and we talked quite a lot.. Hehe.. And finally Koh Sin gave me her number also and plus some other numbers from her handphone... I'm sooo damn lucky right?

8. Sheena

Soon, still talking with Koh Sin and Qi Xian, I saw Sheena also... hehe.. But too bad.. She wrote for my friend before already... So she couldn't help me write.. :(

9. Pei Ying

Soon after Qi Xian and Koh Sin left, I met Pei Ying~ whahaha... she was so nice la... gave me so many numbers... i think she gave me like, 9 numbers... a lot hor?? I think if i have to get 9 numbers myself, I have to like use 1 hour? so Thanks alot eh.. Hehe...

10. Shu Fen, Meei huey and KenKen AGAIN!

Okay, lastly... I met them again, with Pei Ying still talking with me... Hehe... They were so shocked also la... Exclaimed on the street.. haha

* * * * * *

So, that made my day.

Conclusion: I think, if i'm not wrong... I met 13 people!! That's alot right? All these people are my friends some more... What's more is that... Most of them are my very very good friends... Meeting them really brightened my day... They brought my happy mood back... Usually when i stand there doing my job hor, i feel very uneasy, restless, tired, sleepy and bored... But seeing them is really so great.. It really made me very happy you know?!??! And they had helped me so much by writing down their numbers... Without them, i think today would have been another boring day...

I thank you, all my friends.. Love you a lot...

!!**Friends Forever**!!

Make-up course...

2005-10-04T08:59:00.000+08:00

We went to make-up course yerterday... woa... it's loads of fun there... most of all... the $15 we paid worth it all... u know... they gave us this goody bag... inside there's soooo many sample cosmetics... dunno when i'm going to finish them... haha.. anyway... here's some photos we took after the make-up course:

i think we all look very pretty in the pictures... and i like the last one the best... all of us looking so cute and pretty.. haha... we all were looking quite feminine yesterday lo.. especially Sandra... with the long long eyelashes... haha.... got to go... hehe.. bye*

Mei Jun's housewarming party...

2005-10-03T09:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah... yesterday had a wonderful time at both Mei Jun's and Sandra's homes... lol...

Mei Jun moved to Sengkang that area... then me and Sandra were quite ku ku la... We needed to take LRT to reach Rumbia.... so we looked at the map... and then:

we tried to find the train line... then we were so shocked when we saw the train... It's sooo short!! i think it's only 1 carriage big... it's like the sky train in the airport... haha... then the guard looked at us... and came to us...

guard: May I help you?
Us: We're trying to get to Rumbia.
guard: Oh, so u take the east line. (then he pointed to us)
Us: Thank you.

then Sandra saw this note on the station... say what got red colour line or yellow line... then the guard came to us again and asked what he could help... so Sandra the curious asked him why there's two colour lines and whether we should check the colour before boarding the train... and so, the guard explained. He said something about what before 3pm and after 3pm... Despite his clear explanation, I still don't understand... i know.. i know... my comphrehension is very bad...

Anyway... continue my story... the guard went away... and then we sat there and waited... soon... the train came.. and so did the guard...

guard: this is the train. why u two didn't board it?
Us: we're waiting for our friends...

then the guard walked away and never bothered us again... but really... was i looking so ku ku or sandra the ku ku... or....... both of us are sooooo ku ku that people need to come to us three times??? haiyo.... anyway... u all can't blame me... I'M NOT A SINGAPOREAN... haha... the greatest excuse.... by the way... yesterday was the first time that i went to Sengkang that area... Compass point looks like they got quite a lot of shops... maybe one day... i should go there and have a crazy shopping.... (well.. that should wait until i earn enough $$)

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The other thing happened yesterday was hmmm.... at Sandra's house??? We had so much fun there... While Jac, Mic, Alpha and Tong were busy playing majong, we were in Sandra's room playing ps2... Sandra got this really fun game la... it's like skating game... but u do not need your controller... that game needs a sensor... hmmm... some ps2 camera lo... then hor... haha... when u play ar... u see them bending, jumping, doing all sorts of things... haha... sooo funny.... dunno how to describe la...

Then we played Taboo... haha... i was so damn lousy la... got one part i only can make them score 1... sad*.. we played timed one lo... then i got better... got 6 the other time... just before i left... hehe... so much fun.... too bad some of our friends never come.. if not it'll be even greater... maybe... maybe next time we can have a fun time like this again...!

P.S: So sad that i cannot go to Linda's birthday celebration on Tues... Bet it'll be fun lo... and I'm sorry that i can't go... Haix... so sad... when others are having fun, i'm busy asking for contact numbers... Anyway... wish you all will have a great time....

(^-^)

Being a talent scout...

2005-09-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

HeHe... today after maths, i went dobby ghaut with hui ru for our job interview... wahaha... guess whether we succeed?

::BINGO!!::

::YES!!::

WE GOT THE JOB!! it's paying $7 per hour for us.. and the job is to be hahaha...........

TALENT SCOUT

lol... actually we are working for a model company... and all we need to do is to... get the contact numbers of those who can be potential models... so... if anyone of you who want to become a model right, just go down to Orchard road more often... let me spot YOU!! and those who are my friends and want to become one right, just give me a call and i will tell you where to find me... hehe...

Yeah~! finally, i found a job... and this holiday, i'm sure, won't be a boring one....

Chem paper..

2005-09-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

Today's chemistry paper was quite managable... i think it's the first paper that could make me feel so...

Well.. then i went for an interview for my clerk job today.. hmmm... i don't think i can get it lah... coz the boss said he actually wanted the candidate to start this week and there's another candidate who can start now... so ya... the chance of getting it is quite slim... but he said if he's not satisfied with that person, he may call me and ask me whether i can do the job la...

Then.... on the way back hor... WoaAaA... i tell you ar... i always meet people on the street one lehz... Guess who i saw today?

**Linda, Ning Xin and Alvin**

Such a coincidence right? haha...

Mickey mouse mobile...

2005-09-25T10:53:00.000+08:00

well... yesterday i received my father's call.. and yah.. he told me to check out this new handphone.. it's a version created just because of the opening of Disney land in HK... Yup.. i know it's gonna be my favourite.. and right away i checked it out... i tell u... i tell u... u won't find a mobile better looking than this...

It's such a pretty right? Being a fan of Disney stuff, i'm sooooooooo attrated to it... this version is the special edition, which means there's only 3,888 sets of this colourful monogram... the other two are black and white.. which i find them very pretty too.. but of course, i prefer the colourful one... This phone is almost the same as my Siemens SF65, it has a 1.3 megapixels camera... 64 chord ringtone... well... nothing special in the function actually... It has the special theme... all about disney... special disney ringtones and wallpaper... well.. It's just soooo attractive... The retail price for the limited edition is HK$3480 and the normal version is HK$3280... it's around S$700- 750... it's not that worth it... i know... people will say, might as well buy a sony ericsson w800i... but this disney phone is just too attractive... the design is like... my dream phone!!

It's a pity that all are sold out... yesterday my daddy already went to check for me... but... they said, "sold out already"... the only way i can own it now is through online auction... But the price... haha... u guess... must be quite a lot la... now it has raised up to HK$4000+.... about S$800+ la... so fast hor? it came out on the same day as the opening of Disney... only came out for just 2 weeks i think... think the price will continue to rise... *sob*... i wish i can have it...

A&P finished...

2005-09-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

Wow... finally... i felt a sense of relieve... haha... coz my a&p exam already finished... hehe.. "i've done my best and i've no regrets".. lol... remember who said this? WILLIAM HUNG... i wonder where's he now? so quiet... like he's just vanished from the entertaining business... anyway... i want to say that for my a&p exam... i really study hard... (well... at least i studied... although i did other things when i was studying... but still i studied...)

The exam hmmm... i can say quite alright lar... at least i attempted all the questions... didn't
leave any blank... but the short essays are really short... only half a page... hmmm... anyway...

**FORGET ABOUT A&P NOW**

my priority now is to finish studying my biochem.. then after the exam that day... i can go out with my darling.. haha... so long never see him already... *sob* miss him*

now i've to focused on my biochemistry... hope the exam's gonna be alright..

I believe in the mighty God... and i believe he's gonna bring me through these exams...

Oh God, i lift up all my exams up to you... pls... bless me results with flying colours... hehe... Amen*

Changed background music...

2005-09-17T09:51:00.000+08:00

Hi ya... just want to say that i changed the background music.. bu de bu ai... to ai hen rong yi u still can hear it from my friendster file... hmm.. just give u a brief intro for this song...

This song is sung by Pan Wei Bo... The title is Ai Hen Rong Yi... this song is sooo nice... he's really handsome and cute... haha... like him too... maybe he's going to be my second idol... but still... Nicholas is the best~!

A & P...

2005-09-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

Busy studying Anatomy and Physiology... it's driving me mad...

mooncakes~

2005-09-14T14:12:00.000+08:00

wahaha... it's so nice of yk's mother to make mooncakes for me... thank you x 100 times... hehe... although i'm not anyone to her YET... still... she's soooo nice.. this brightened my day sooo much..

just gotten back my biophysics paper... u guess it... i'm not really doing well... i think i only score 32% out of the 50% component... ya i know... it's bad.... and then this teacher said that he would actually help us to pull the marks up... but well... ya... the assignment which is accountable for the other 25% was actually a sort of a game related to physics... what a funny thing it is right?

And... guess i'm really sux at games...? i mean... jumbled words? NIOTAOTR... anybody guess what is it? and then teacher actually gave some clues la... but the clues are really far-fetched...
what a watch.. the clock hand... aiya... some really u can't-guess-it stuff... well... let me tell u the answer-----------dandandandan.....

**ROTATION**

haha... wth right? okay... let you guess another one... TOLVICEY the clues are: can fly, can run, can be fast, can be slow(the clues are provided by the teacher).... give you 10 seconds...

at the mean time... let me bullshit awhile... haha... hmm... so this game, so called the assignment is actually a test to pull up our marks la... but... u know how much i got? ........(-_-"') 32/50!!! wth right? it's same as my the other 50% component... how can this test pull my marks up now? and most important of all... the teacher actually said... "WRONG ANSWER NEVER MIND... THE MARKS WILL STILL BE PULLED UP... I WILL TRY TO HELP YOU..." i really doubt what he said loh... can he really pull my marks up? if not... i will get a bloody damn C or C+ loh... *Haix* sorry... i'm being vulgar.. but i can't help it... it's really irritating me... how can i concentrate on A&P while i'm sooooooo irritated by biophysics... anyway... enough of bullshitting.... let me reveal the answer...... dandandandan...

**VELOCITY**

haiyo... it's lame right? and the clues are soooooooooooo far-fetched... *Haix*... section C is worse... which is like a cross-word thing... but you are to find words related to physics... like light, attraction, model.... blah blah blah.... it's really lame.. i tell you... especially i went to school for 1 hour just for this assignment... and this assignment looks like it can't help me to pull up my marks at all... *Haix*...

That's all for today... Pen down with a sigh and continuous vulgarities... haha... no lah... just keep on saying wth only... lolz...

exam... i week to go...

2005-09-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

waa... time really flies man... so fast we are already 1 week away form having exam.. waaa... i tell you.. i really dunno how i am going to study anatomy and physiology... there's just so much to learn and memorise... and i tell you... my memory space i think is like... 1% of my computer? or even less than that... coz... there's just so much on mind...

i'm so bored now... i know i should be studying for exam and not here blogging... but... well... i dunno...

then there's going to be CRS test... omg... i wonder whether i will be able to write out of a sudden... plus... i've not been reading newspaper often enough... the only latest thing i know is about the murder case... the beheaded woman i think... murdered by a maid...

then... apple company is really growing... i believe that when ipod nano comes out to the market... apple will be earning millions again.. or even billions... well... plus the ipod mobile phone.. no doubt... apple is rising... maybe soon we will be using apple computers instead of microsoft? haha... apple design is just soooo nice...i'm craving for ipod nano now.. and apple's new mobile phone~~

Coincidence...

2005-09-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

Wow... today i tell you... there are so much of coincidence!! well... here it goes..

actually today i wouldn't have gone out if my boyfriend had lessons at 3... however... very coincidently... his class decided not to go... so he was free to accompany me... and we went to bugis...

at first... it's like a normal day... until... we came back from sim lim square ( i think that's how to spell it...) then i saw this whole group of... mei jun, pei qi, hui tong, steven, michael, nicholas, wee kiong and i think aven... think i never miss anyone here... such a coincidence right?!?! i didn't know they will go to bugis at all... then i met them...

secondly... guess who i met then? it's HUI RU...!! i thought she went out with her cousin... but who knows... she went to bugis also... just when i was eating my ice cream... then i saw her!! haha... COINCIDENT!

ok... last but not least... this is even more unexpected... i met Shermaine and Sheena who are the twins... who i know way back when i was in jc 3 month course... haha... just when i was eating my rotiboy bread and going to go home... i saw them~ haha... so good to see my good friends...

well... that ends my day at bugis... haha... pen down with a smile on my face again... nitez*

it's done..

2005-09-08T21:47:00.000+08:00

well... i think i've finished doing my blogskin... how's it? i think it's cool eh.... coz... i made it myself!! wahaha... honestly, i'm quite proud of it... the background music is from Pan Wei Bo... Bu De Bu Ai... it's my latest favourite song... it's sooo nice... hehe... anyway... maybe u all want to leave me some comment?

ha... today i got back my chem paper.. not really happy... not really sad about it... i got 44/50... highest is 46...

the reason for not being happy is that... i forgot about the pH and pOH thing which costs me 2 marks already... and... i can't get the free movie tickets from LamKS... so sad... I really have been separated from the cinema for i think... well... more than 1 month...

then, the reason for not being sad is.... at least it's an a... haha... that's the only thing...

well... that's all for today...

this story has ended with a smile on my face~

New version in process...

2005-09-04T10:18:00.000+08:00

Changing in process... Pls wait... lolz...

I'm changing this blogskin... This time it's not those downloaded skin... I really did this on my own... wonder how you all think? It's 80% done... pls give me some comment~